I wish...
I wish...
And, I wish I didn't...
I struggle with disharmony...
In SO many moments...
And, almost always, when I am in my own mind, thinking about me,
I tell you, because I don't want you to think that I am "Mr. Harmony".
I write because I know the difference.
I FEEL the difference. I FEEL the moments of harmony and disharmony side by side, moment after moment, and I can tell how completely different they are emotionally, physiologically...
I realize that I take my disharmony out primarily on myself but a little spills over onto those closest to me. I see others take out their disharmony on everyone around them in order to protect themselves. but you can never protect yourself from disharmony. It comes from wishing and it comes from inside.
I hate wishing...
It distances gratitude.
I wish I had taken more chances earlier in life...
I wish I had more discipline...
I wish I was more committed to wellness...
I wish I was more organized...
I wish I had more courage to drive the changes in my life and my company that I feel deeply need to be driven...
I wish... I wish... I wish...
And, WISHING GETS ME NOWHERE... but feeling sorry for myself and wasting my own energy and time...
Between the moments of wishing ... I WANT!
I WANT to be better and smarter at what I do...
I WANT a better, more balanced, more meaningful life...
And, in the moments that I WANT... I BREATHE...
And, in the moments that I BREATHE.... I SMILE and I BELIEVE...
And, when I BELIEVE ... I TAKE ACTION!!!
It is ALL of the difference...
It is HARMONY versus DISHARMONY!
It is happiness versus feeling sorry for yourself!
It is making something of my life versus wasting time...
I know harmony, because I feel disharmony so very often...
And, I love each and every one of you for giving me a greater reason to write...
to remember...
to get on the right side of wishing versus wanting...
I don't know why some of us feel more disharmony than others...
But I do know that regardless of our DEFAULT...
our moments are subject to our deliberate choice...
And, I work hard to choose WANT and ACTION...
I work hard to choose HARMONY in my moments...
And, I confess...
I often fail...
But, I also, never give up.
Don't give up on me & don't give up on you, and never give up
on harmony!
Nestor