Here I sit,
In complete silence…
In my simple room…
About to start a week long retreat to better understand how I think.
I will be completely removed from the “grid”, completely “unplugged”…
CAN’T WAIT! I am very excited to try it…
I am sorry that I have not been writing very often.
I am often stuck somewhere in the space between my harmony and my disharmony.
And,
I truly seek truth, not my truth, but the truth…
And, I write when I have clarity,
When I am compelled to write.
I never write because I think I am “supposed” to… because when the hell is that 😉
I love change…
I love growth…
I live for it.
And, it is time for me to grow through this transition.
Harmony does give me great clarity.
I have so many exchanges with people… in conversations, in emails, in texts…
Everyday I feel clearer about how powerful harmony is…
Everyday I feel clearer about how simple harmony is…
And, everyday I feel more perplexed about how elusive harmony can be…
How hard, how far
And how near.
You can jump from disharmony to harmony, or back, from one moment to the next…
And yet, when you are in a moment of disharmony, harmony seems forever away…
It’s because the two feelings are so drastically different… so vehemently opposed,
And, yet because, we experience our life in moments – so time travel is literally possible 😉
I am so very excited to be clearing my mind for a week… to have the means, the support, the desire, the ability to step away from the world, that I otherwise feel is so intertwined with my every moment.
So excited and so grateful…
I seek truth…
Not “my” truth…
But “the” truth…
So that I can better define “my” purpose and navigate “my” journey, “my” dreams and “my” joy…
Can’t wait to share what I learn and experience.
Thank you for being out there…
Thank you for inspiring me to explore truth…
Here I sit,
in my simple room,
in complete silence… smiling…
In harmony,
Nestor