I see it most clearly in the morning...
The LIGHT...
I have been trying to do my best to walk toward it.
It used to be as big or bigger than a sunrise, filling up the sky...
And the more I walk, the clearer it gets.
I am walking toward the light.
Some, I think, call it "GOD", some call it "Purpose", some don't call it at all, some don't see it at all...
Maybe this is what some call FAITH.
Some walk around walking briskly toward whatever direction they are walking, whether its toward the light or not.
Some are more focussed on their speed or on running and their direction seems irrelevant.
And there are those standing still.
Me, I am walking toward it... the best that I can...
Falling down...
Stumbling...
Maybe even losing my way every so often...
I don't think its more noble, more enlightened, nor more important to walk toward it...
I just know I MUST!
It's possibly the ONLY think in my life that I am certain of...
WALK TOWARD THE LIGHT...
And on days like this I wonder... what IS the light? will I ever reach it? will it be worth it?
I DON'T KNOW...
I just know I MUST!
Maybe the light is the truest version of ME...
Maybe the light is freedom... from all that doesn't matter...
MAYBE the light is GOD... and I've believed in him all along, without realizing it.
I just know I MUST!
There are those that can't help themselves, and at this point they say, "Maybe the light is a train!" (It would be funny if I hadn't heard it 100 times ;-)
"If it is a train", I tell them, "I will either be powerful enough by the time I get there to CRUSH THAT TRAIN AND STOP IT IN ITS TRACKS... OR, I will be ready to be run over and stop walking... because I will be done."
And, most likely, I realize, the light is not meant to be my destination, but its meant to show me the way, to light my path and to help me wake up every day...
Maybe the light is just a light...
And, this journey that I am on, that we are on... is actually part of the light that helps others follow...
I realize more and more that while I am walking toward it, I need to be more and more present IN it and along the journey... and I am trying...
And, some days...
I just don't know...
I just know I MUST!
And, with every step I take, the clearer that becomes.
...maybe the light is HARMONY :-),
Nestor