Yesterday no the Momentary Blues conversation, I wrote,
"I do feel like I understand things better and better everyday, and I have this desire, this need, to try to do whatever I can to help you understand it better, and stick with it better…"
The truth is that while I do understand things a little better everyday, every day is a new opportunity and struggle with harmony.
The reason that I need to continue to write is not because YOU need me to, but because I need me to...
Writing these conversations helps me stay mindful of harmony in a much more conscious and deliberate way.
I wrote that I have a passion to help YOU understand "it' better. And, while that is true, I have a tremendous passion to understand it better for MYSELF. I want to be masterful at harmony, and every day I am reminded just how difficult it can be, just how powerful it can be, just how wonderful it can be.
I never want to seem like I have it figured out. Because the gist of harmony is that you can only have it "figured out" momentarily... and in any moment - if we don't stay conscious and deliberate... it can get away from us just as easy.
I love your comments and your affirmations that harmony helps you in your life in some way. And, I LOVE THAT!
And, I live for that.
So, let me restate what I wrote yesterday.... I have a passion for harmony, to understand it better and leverage it more in my life and with those I care about. I am a student and I show up every day ready to learn anew and try a little harder to apply what I believe I just learned...
And, sharing it with you is pure joy...
Here we go again... Hello Tuesday!
Yours in harmony,
Nestor