There are two voices in my head.
The one that believes in me, and the one that doesn't.
The one that SEES my worth despite my flaws, and the one that sees my flaws as making me worthless.
The one that encourages me to always go on, and the one that suggests I really make no difference.
The one that knows every day is a new beginning, and the one that believes that I will never change.
They both speak to me.
The one I have nurtured since I was a voice... I have fed it.... I have created it... I have allowed it to mature and strengthed.
The other was with me from very early on... and the bastard shaped my thoughts before I had a chance to shut it down.
Mine is of harmony. The one that was given to me was of disharmony.
The people that I know in my life who befriend mine, grow close to my soul.
The ones that converse the other, I push away from.
There are two voices in my head still. One is stronger than ever - fighting to be heard... fighting to be the only one.... fighting for my happiness and for the possibility of me.
The other continues to do me harm, but it is weaker everyday, less powerful over my mind, less convincing...
I am not sure - I will ever just have ONE...
But I know that someday I will be able to fully embrace, that only one matters....
Listen to the voices inside your head - because they shape our brains, and they shape our emotions, and ultimately they live and take form through our behavior and who we become in the world, and in our every moment...
Learn to know hear the difference..
Learn to feel the difference...
Learn to BE the difference...
LISTEN...
EMBRACE IT....
BECOME IT...
LIVE HARMONY...
Fight the other one to the death... or till it can do you no harm.
Nestor