I don't know whether you hear them...
Or whether you think I am nuts.
But the two voices, are there for me so very clearly... and always have been.
Some call them "self-doubt" vs "self-confidence". That makes it a little too simple for me.
These voices have a personality. They have depth. They have relationships with us.
The reason that I write as often as I do...
The reason that I am so passionate about not stopping...
Is because this whole experience gives my voice of harmony, or self-confidence, of love, of constructive reason... this amplifies THAT voice.
That is why I am grateful... for you. Because you give the voice in my head for harmony a caring audience. You give it credibility. You give it momentum and purpose, You help me celebrate it through your occasional comments, or your silent reflection... or simply your willingness to come back again and again.
Because I write...
Because you allow and encourage me to share...
My voice for harmony inside my own head, my own heart... doesn't just live to fight another day, but grows, strengthens and evolves.
This is why I find this medium so very powerful...
This is why I call this a "conversation"...
Because it goes on and on, day after day, situation after situation...
And, my purpose in life, one of the most meaningful, and one of the most satisfying...
Is the HOPE, the POSSIBILITY that my voice of harmony RESONATES and makes friends with YOUR voice for harmony...
that my words are OUR thougths...
that OUR thoughts amplify OUR voices and our certainty...
Together we turn each other's knob for harmony... we silence just a little bit more that voice of disharmony, of self-doubt, of not enough...
Together in this conversation we remind ourselves of how amazing it all is,
NOT how easy,
NOT how perfect,
NOT how painless...
BUT...
how POSSIBLE...
HOW reachable...
HOW meaningful...
HOW worthwhile...
it all is...
THANK YOU for turning my knob...
For giving my voice of harmony the microphone,
and considering the conversation.
Hear my voice, our thoughts... and turn up the volume of your harmony...
And, smile at how close it is... how powerful it is... and how RIGHT it is...
Hear your won voice... and turn up the volume of your own harmony...
And find your mind dancing, your hips moving, your lips smiling to the rhythm...
You truly are amazing!
Be BOLDER... Be FREE...
Step up to the microphone...
Everyday....
In harmony,
Nestor