Someday disharmony wins...
Somedays the "wishing" in our lives feels to big to ignore.
Somedays the dividedness of the world seems too deep to address.
Somedays all the blessings and the fortune of my life, seem hard to reach.
Somedays I wonder if I can stay positive, if I continue to believe, if I can continue to push...
Those days I feel angry for not being stronger, for not having more faith...
Those days I feel guilty for not feeling more grateful.
Somedays disharmony wins...
And, we have to accept those days, and let them pass.
Those days, I take more deep breaths and focus on what I am trying to achieve.
Those days, I take deep breaths and try to understand my purpose.
Those days, I try to take in all that life gives me over and over again.
And, somedays disharmony wins.
But, every day is a new day... full of moments... full of opportunity...
The stronger my purpose the fewer those days...
The deeper my faith the fewer those days...
LOVE...when nothing else seems to work...
I focus on LOVE... on the people I LOVE, on the reasons I LOVE...
On the NEEDS of those I LOVE... on the moments that I LOVE...
And, slowly... disharmony fades...
Disharmony is disconnectedness from your life, your purpose, those you love.... from yourself.
Somedays, disharmony wins...
But, somedays doesn't define everyday...
And, everyday is full of moments... And, one moment can change the tide...
Everyday, CONNECTION IS LOVE...
And, we find our harmony, our purpose, in those we love... and then slowly
we find it
in ourselves.
In harmony,
Nestor